I'm sad..

I'm sad..

thanks shirley for listening to mi..somehow i know u busy with many msn lah..and so late le..haven sleep..intended to sleep early..but cuz..haiz..i really must..have one external link..get it done asap..ASAP i confirm..shirley said when i type till very emotional..i will defintely cry out..yesh i need to..i really feel like just now..

i'm sad..i'm sad..i'm vexed..i'm fan..mentoring stuff have already actually..just..lie flat on my body..a very big stone..i kana compressed till i can't breathe le..and now..this thing..i wish to do something to it..but i duno what..i am vexed..what can i do...if anybody thinks my cca is nothing..i can say i give u my job..your take over...i will pass to your..very gladly..ask mi to quit?ya i will..if i am not in the main com now..who in the world dunno being management committee of a club..the stress we face..is very great...but thanks i got your..thanks..thanks those who ask mi dun quit..ask mi to continue perserve even though..i am the only man standing now..thanks all who tell mi to..if anything needs help..feel free to tell them..they will help mi..

but now..this thing is much more zzz than mentoring..mentoring stuff have more or less cleared in my mind..the boat reach the dock will auto straight..so..ya..zu wei left..yesh..but he already did many things for mi le..thanks..at least u didn't say quit just quit withouht leaving anyting for mi..thanks for that file sia..><.. one momnent in maple i can feel so happy with clair and vic..one moment later i am sad here..surprised that one person mood can change so much...am i really taking up so much of his time...but seriously i always wan to thanks my group of friends..for all your understandings..your patience with mi..your tolerance with mi of being lame..your understanding of mi...really love your..thanks..oh and standing by my side always..supporting whatever i do..i am blessed to have your..very..and bringing colours into my life..never failing to..make mi laugh always..with unexpected lame remarks..and countless shooting of each other..even though very personal attk..but who cares~~~..as long everyone happy..ya..we just forget the next moment..

argh the above makes mi wan to cry le lah..><..nah shirley i am not bottoming it up..after writing here..i dun really wan to cry le lah~~..just sad lah..maybe later when i roll on my bed.. by holidays i will get one external link..thanks shirley again for hearing mi out lah for the night..so late le..><..sleep ba..i am still sad..tml see 2b/22..i will be fine again..for sure..yesh..infront of them..how to sad..haaa..sad doesn't exist liao..friends shoulder..always there..another one..who knows it might disappear the next moment..wen qian lend mi your shoulder tml arh~~..T_T..later tml happy san friend tml cry together..hahaha..:X..

night all.....


i am busy..i am always busy..i always advice u to go out..u didn't i can't force u..u choose to stay at home..u happy jiu hao..thats your character i accept..as on i waiting for u at home..i think its a long time since i do that le...even if i am at home..i still got my many many many stuff to do..even maple no time liao..and i dun mind waiting for u too..is have already become a used to do thing le..stupid yesh i know...supposed to talk to u today..sorry..i can't..i think if i hear your voice i will cry out..simply beacuse i..am sad..at the same time..missed u too much..i really do..once again tears flow down my cheek..promised u that i won't give up easily le..yesh i won't...i am trying..always trying to be strong enough..telling myself no matter what problems i face in the furture..i won't give up so easily le..not like in the past...somehow..u are the 1st one..being with u..i have to face so many challenges...bringing mi to discover more things..and letting mi learn more things too...but still i love u a lot..i really do...