yesh i'm home early today..><..for once..long time since i slack at home..but i need to practise my piano after i finish all my online stuff..yesh..like friendster-ing...haha blogging..yesh..
hmm today sch was..normal..boring..project 2 lessons for 3 hours..almost go crazy..have a nice time with amplifier..resistors..wire..capacitor..test voltage..pluck here and there..almost make the circuit burst..LOLX..yesh accidentally short circuit it..-__-"..
RWP..hmm..sianz till zz..i totally no mood to do the what pre-main report lah..practically copy and pasting..was too tired to think about it..last night do my video on my wedding de till tired..LOLX..is tiring lor..oh was sms-ing my boy..he dunno to go home anot..cuz he got 6 hours of break..if i=him..i will lah..dun care my friends do what..i will..then tell mi friends go bowling..he dun wan play still put his name down..then i say dun pay lor..then he say..put name=must pay..-__-".. i was like..huh must like that arh..-__-"..what to say about my boy..i dun wish to say anything..thats his character ba..so..i just get used le ba..-__-"..
talking to marzuk now..about zu wei quitting main committee..seriously..i seems to be dun care..cuz..i am too tired to think..if i think..i will quit..i rather i dun think..and appear to dun care..if i can manage the whole jin tai primary school..i am god..i know i can't..i know..i dun need try...just only try calling all the freshies in jin tai primary..have make mi go crazy liao..still need say the whole jin tai..yesh i know the whole jin tai is on my hands now..if i also..step back now..is really gone..i know i can't be so not responsible..no matter what i need someone to help mi after zu wei quit no matter what ba..arbo i think i also quitting soon lah..
already got the thought of it long ago..just that how on i hold on to it.wei ping still tell mi before..must think of Y WE JOIN MENTORING THIS CCA AT FIRST..our inital goal..our inital hope and wishes..we can't just give up so easily...yesh i know..but..all the hopes,wishes..and dreams have been crashed by becoming a management committee member...it really have..i wished to go back to the days..when we all have so much fun..being a normal member..i really wished too..
can we go back to the old days..can i just quit mentoring like that..can i??
*after 2 hours plus of sleep*
did many blur things when i sleeping..sms wrong pple..call wrong pple.wah si bei pai seh~~..pai seh till..hide under my blanket and continue to sleep..lolx..anyway wrote so many things just now..which is..not good thing at all..haiz..nth good to..and hmm..missing my boy..but what to do..every module i've things to do..i just duno where to start..how i hope i can continue sleeping..a very depressing post indeed...i miss my boy..<3 u..
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